imstillscaredscaredscared butits all fadingaway already,, imgonna be ok im gonnabe ok the past isin the past and im gonna beok!!!!
imgoingto!!!! remake thisblog !! imnot giving out thenew url but ill followsome peope im following there!! keep aneye on new followerssoon youll knowwhich onesme!!
ok I’ve never talked to you but is there anything I could say to make you feel better?
notreallyhonestly imsorry ijust feel Groosand Mean illbe ok !!thank u
!!!!!!!!!!! im scared and i feel sick and i want to go away!!! away !!!! i dont want to be here anymore i want to Disappear;;; i dont want to die i just want to not exist on umblr or skype anymore is that okay??? is it okay to just leave people who think im their friend and just leave????? ive done it before i have but that was when she was Bad Abusive Bad i dont knowidontknow,,,,
or i could just remake on tumblr while i look for something New to exist on,, just a temporary place nononono i cant dothat i cant do that i cant,,no no no ieedsomething elsei dontknow what todo
maybe i should go back to forums,, not the old ones though not thhose, something new,, maybe i should…..
hahaha im seriously thinking about leaving tumblr & skype forever nd starting over but im scared scared scaresd,,, i dont know what i would do or where i would go and i still feel Obligated to stay, but i dont!!!have to!!! im not obligated!!!!! god ive been on tumblr so long i started to forget how the internet works, how its always worked,, ive started over before i can do it again. im allowed. i dont owe it to anybody to stick around and leave breadcrumbs but god god im scared